spades...something not quite like cards...

come and get in the shower with me...vanilla soap rubbed on my sensuality...not right now, whenever you are ready...not worried about being alone...long as you are on my mind and i on yours alone i can never be...but these thoughts...thoughts not quite haunting me...but more of an erotic response to the natural being in me...caresses and kisses...know i'm not ready but my body disagrees...patiently waiting for the day you give in to my seduction and seduce my body...mind and soul but i know i'm not ready...but i know you can't stop thinking about me...and i could feel the same quite possibly...but i'm just not ready, must keep my cards close to my chest...can't afford to fall into the same mess...have to win this Boston this time...

you were supposed to have a possibility...and yet the reality is that we may have to go this blind...to look into your eyes and teach you to trust as i learn how to teach to trust again...always a game of chance, playing your cards right is always my desire...and i sense that you can turn that board away from boredom and into a world of possibilities...come into the night with me and we can turn...clubs into spades and our minds and bodies will play and i will show you a paradise unparallaleled...so let's get this bid...are you ready?

Speechless, Pt. 2

All I could see in the air were words.

Well, no.

Obviously, I couldn’t see the words exactly, but I knew one thing: my assistant was trying to grasp my attention…and I was hearing not a word. She could've been screaming at the top of her lungs, for all I knew.

I felt a trickle of sweat creeping down the side of my face. My head lolled back and I gasped. I was aware of a persistent knocking but I was oblivious...blocking out everything but the sensations coursing through me...

creeping up my thighs...

warming my middle.

I ran my hands through my hair and put my finger in my mouth. Sucked it like it was a Charms Blow Pop and I was trying to get to the gum center. Muffled groans with the palm of my hand. Rich cream dripping down my thighs was lapped up like ice cream as I could barely control the sounds that came from my body. I tried to move down in my chair to give him better access and to perhaps get to the orgasm that he was artfully keeping me from, but he stopped me with one touch of his hand.

Knock.

I held onto my chair for dear life and bit my lip. Tried desperately to suppress the desire creeping out of me. Thought that I might have hid my nana’s last slice of chocolate caramel cake down there. This boy was eating me like the sweetest meal he ever laid hands on. Up and up and up I pushed my hips. I couldn’t take it anymore.

Knock.

The softest of moans rose from within me and bounced off of the walls of my office. The slightest of trembles snuck up my leg as waves of pleasure crashed over me. He brought me to the peak again and again. Another moan came from me, this one louder than the first. His ‘shh’ reminded me of where I was and made me come all over again.

The loud, insistent knocks at my door and someone jiggling the frame were my rude awakening. Realizing that the door was locked, I jumped up, aggravated. Fixing my shirt and tucking in my blouse, I unlocked and yanked open the door. “What?” I barked. My assistant jumped back, startled. “Uh…well, I just wanted you to know that the package from…” “Just leave it outside the door. I’ll get it”, I said, and practically slammed the door in her face. I traipsed back to my desk and plopped in my chair. He crept out from underneath the desk. “I’m going to be the talk of the office for the next week”, I said, and sighed.

He took my leg and massaged it gently, starting at the balls of my feet and creeping his way gently up my calf. I rested my head on the back of my chair and sighed again. “We shouldn’t be doing this here”, I said unconvincingly. “You said this was your fantasy”, he responded, and went to rub my other leg. “Yeah, I know,” I said softly, “but its different when something of this nature actually comes true…you never actually think these types of things through”. “If you want me to go, I’ll go,” he said, letting go of my foot gently and standing up. “Yeah, it might be best”, I responded tenderly and stood as well. My eyes told a different story, one of desire and passion, but my mouth forced out the words “I’ll see you later”.

And so he left, the only reminder of him a voicemail message, my personal scent, and his Fahrenheit cologne. I stayed in the office for the remainder of the day, a bit embarrassed to come out, intimidated by my own staff and their wayward mouths. I was the last out of the building later; my assistant came to wish me a good evening and I offered her an apology, citing pent up frustrations as the cause. “I understand, gyrl”, she whispered as her head darted around slightly for any sign of other powers that be. In the the corporate world, one tended to make it their business to leave the ‘sistergirl’ in us at home: the uninhibited, ‘I-don’t-give-a-damn’, neck snapping, and high five-ing. This time, she winked at me, an "I get it" wink, and walked away, the ‘sistergirl’ in her walk a bit more accentuated, the tailored cut of her Ann Taylor suit no longer hiding her curves.

Heading home, it began to drizzle, so I put the top up on my luxury car and closed my window. So much for a nice breeze, I thought. I got home pretty quickly and immediately headed for the shower. I knew that the Mister was at work, so I quickly decided that my night was best spent with me, my television, and my hand, since there would be no chocolate sweat on my sheets and batteries were just too overpriced these days. I threw on a comfy baby tee and some gray and turquoise pajama bottoms and settled down on the couch for some r and r. I was channel surfing when I came across this well endowed by way of surgery 'nurse' and her male 'patient' getting it on in the soft porn flicks you catch on the premium cable channels after 10 pm.

As I watched the contrite scene, I let my mind wander. I just never understood the attraction with these types of shows. To me, the chick, 9 times out of 10, is plastic, the sex is fake, and the plot is so predictable that you know how the segment ends before it begins. Watching the madness for a minute, I couldn’t take it anymore and went in search of something better. The Movie Channel was showing, surprisingly, Cappuccino, a movie I rather enjoyed, so I cuddled up with my pillow, pushed all erotic and erotic related thoughts from my head, and tried to enjoy the movie.

It didn’t work.

To be continued...