spades...something not quite like cards...

come and get in the shower with me...vanilla soap rubbed on my sensuality...not right now, whenever you are ready...not worried about being alone...long as you are on my mind and i on yours alone i can never be...but these thoughts...thoughts not quite haunting me...but more of an erotic response to the natural being in me...caresses and kisses...know i'm not ready but my body disagrees...patiently waiting for the day you give in to my seduction and seduce my body...mind and soul but i know i'm not ready...but i know you can't stop thinking about me...and i could feel the same quite possibly...but i'm just not ready, must keep my cards close to my chest...can't afford to fall into the same mess...have to win this Boston this time...

you were supposed to have a possibility...and yet the reality is that we may have to go this blind...to look into your eyes and teach you to trust as i learn how to teach to trust again...always a game of chance, playing your cards right is always my desire...and i sense that you can turn that board away from boredom and into a world of possibilities...come into the night with me and we can turn...clubs into spades and our minds and bodies will play and i will show you a paradise unparallaleled...so let's get this bid...are you ready?