Private Dancer - Part 1

Her back arched off the bed as his tongue snaked a trail from her hardened nipple to her belly button. Grasping at the pillow cover, she peeked down to watch Michael’s head make its way further down, to her center, already dripping wet and ready. He kissed it once…twice…three times, his lips touching her lips from her hips while her lips uttered incoherent phrases of pleasure. Her arms struggled to be freed from the silk scarves currently wrapped around her tiny wrists, struggled to be able to grasp Michael's head as he rewrote the Kama Sutra on her clit one position at a time. Over and over, she called his name, moaning then screaming it as his tongue brought her closer and closer to the edge. He lifted his head quietly, letting his chin stimulate her clit as he whispered to her, “you coming, baby?” “Yes, oh God yes, please…”, she cried as her hips climbed up and up, the sounds of club hip hop booming around her…

Wait. That wasn’t right.

Ariane awoke with a start, her alarm blasting the latest in hip hop and R&B “trash”, as she called it – there was nothing like classic R&B. Sitting up in her bed, she looked around for signs of Michael, her ex, and, finding none, even went so far as to feel the sheets to make sure that she wasn’t dreaming. Except that she was. Her sheets were wet from her sweat, her body was throbbing, sitting on the edge…Michael wasn’t here, he was gone with the next trick, for lack of a better word, and she was here…alone. Alone and, now, horny as hell. They always said that you shouldn't turn a 'ho into a housewife'...but Ariane never saw herself as a whore. Granted, there were no cliche reasons for her previous lifestyle: she wasn't a struggling college student or a back-against-the-wall single mother in desperate need of some cash. She, quite simply, came from her parents' money and didn't want that lifestyle to change when she was forced to move out. For what it was worth, the money that she had saved from the countless escapades she cajoled her way into paid off handsomely. Coming back from her distant memories, she jumped in the shower and turned her shower head on to pulse, placed it directly on her Pandora’s box, let the water stream over her clit, leaned back against the wall and moaned, brought herself to a gentle orgasm that was a poor substitution for the real thing she was used to getting.

This was some real. Live. Bullshit. Sigh.

As she showered her dreamed lust off her, her hands caressed her honeyed skin, moved down it's dangerous curves, massaged the remainder of her weak orgasm down the drain of her mother of pearl inlaid shower tile. The advantage to her former lifestyle was the inevitable material perks - the humongous bathroom splashed in mother of pearl...the four bedroom house with wall to wall New Zealand plush wool carpet...her massive, label heavy wardrobe, complete with a separate closet for her shoes. Ariane always thought that continuing to have what she had would make her happy. Even growing up, her parents, before they parted ways, stressed the importance of looking important and 'fresh', whether it was a black tie affair, or to the local supermarket. As a result, Ariane grew up with an overwhelming sense of entitlement, reflected in her choice of boyfriend (and sometimes girlfriend), as well as in her sense of style, down to her eating habits. After a few years of turning tricks and playing in assorted 'clubs' throughout the area, she grew tired of using her body to get her what she wanted - but she didn't know any other way. One of her favorite hookups, when talking to her about her dreams, suggested community college as a means to find, well, herself. She enrolled in City Community and got her AOS in Massage Therapy. She still used her body to please others - simply in a less direct way now.

spades...something not quite like cards...

come and get in the shower with me...vanilla soap rubbed on my sensuality...not right now, whenever you are ready...not worried about being alone...long as you are on my mind and i on yours alone i can never be...but these thoughts...thoughts not quite haunting me...but more of an erotic response to the natural being in me...caresses and kisses...know i'm not ready but my body disagrees...patiently waiting for the day you give in to my seduction and seduce my body...mind and soul but i know i'm not ready...but i know you can't stop thinking about me...and i could feel the same quite possibly...but i'm just not ready, must keep my cards close to my chest...can't afford to fall into the same mess...have to win this Boston this time...

you were supposed to have a possibility...and yet the reality is that we may have to go this blind...to look into your eyes and teach you to trust as i learn how to teach to trust again...always a game of chance, playing your cards right is always my desire...and i sense that you can turn that board away from boredom and into a world of possibilities...come into the night with me and we can turn...clubs into spades and our minds and bodies will play and i will show you a paradise unparallaleled...so let's get this bid...are you ready?

Speechless, Pt. 2

All I could see in the air were words.

Well, no.

Obviously, I couldn’t see the words exactly, but I knew one thing: my assistant was trying to grasp my attention…and I was hearing not a word. She could've been screaming at the top of her lungs, for all I knew.

I felt a trickle of sweat creeping down the side of my face. My head lolled back and I gasped. I was aware of a persistent knocking but I was oblivious...blocking out everything but the sensations coursing through me...

creeping up my thighs...

warming my middle.

I ran my hands through my hair and put my finger in my mouth. Sucked it like it was a Charms Blow Pop and I was trying to get to the gum center. Muffled groans with the palm of my hand. Rich cream dripping down my thighs was lapped up like ice cream as I could barely control the sounds that came from my body. I tried to move down in my chair to give him better access and to perhaps get to the orgasm that he was artfully keeping me from, but he stopped me with one touch of his hand.

Knock.

I held onto my chair for dear life and bit my lip. Tried desperately to suppress the desire creeping out of me. Thought that I might have hid my nana’s last slice of chocolate caramel cake down there. This boy was eating me like the sweetest meal he ever laid hands on. Up and up and up I pushed my hips. I couldn’t take it anymore.

Knock.

The softest of moans rose from within me and bounced off of the walls of my office. The slightest of trembles snuck up my leg as waves of pleasure crashed over me. He brought me to the peak again and again. Another moan came from me, this one louder than the first. His ‘shh’ reminded me of where I was and made me come all over again.

The loud, insistent knocks at my door and someone jiggling the frame were my rude awakening. Realizing that the door was locked, I jumped up, aggravated. Fixing my shirt and tucking in my blouse, I unlocked and yanked open the door. “What?” I barked. My assistant jumped back, startled. “Uh…well, I just wanted you to know that the package from…” “Just leave it outside the door. I’ll get it”, I said, and practically slammed the door in her face. I traipsed back to my desk and plopped in my chair. He crept out from underneath the desk. “I’m going to be the talk of the office for the next week”, I said, and sighed.

He took my leg and massaged it gently, starting at the balls of my feet and creeping his way gently up my calf. I rested my head on the back of my chair and sighed again. “We shouldn’t be doing this here”, I said unconvincingly. “You said this was your fantasy”, he responded, and went to rub my other leg. “Yeah, I know,” I said softly, “but its different when something of this nature actually comes true…you never actually think these types of things through”. “If you want me to go, I’ll go,” he said, letting go of my foot gently and standing up. “Yeah, it might be best”, I responded tenderly and stood as well. My eyes told a different story, one of desire and passion, but my mouth forced out the words “I’ll see you later”.

And so he left, the only reminder of him a voicemail message, my personal scent, and his Fahrenheit cologne. I stayed in the office for the remainder of the day, a bit embarrassed to come out, intimidated by my own staff and their wayward mouths. I was the last out of the building later; my assistant came to wish me a good evening and I offered her an apology, citing pent up frustrations as the cause. “I understand, gyrl”, she whispered as her head darted around slightly for any sign of other powers that be. In the the corporate world, one tended to make it their business to leave the ‘sistergirl’ in us at home: the uninhibited, ‘I-don’t-give-a-damn’, neck snapping, and high five-ing. This time, she winked at me, an "I get it" wink, and walked away, the ‘sistergirl’ in her walk a bit more accentuated, the tailored cut of her Ann Taylor suit no longer hiding her curves.

Heading home, it began to drizzle, so I put the top up on my luxury car and closed my window. So much for a nice breeze, I thought. I got home pretty quickly and immediately headed for the shower. I knew that the Mister was at work, so I quickly decided that my night was best spent with me, my television, and my hand, since there would be no chocolate sweat on my sheets and batteries were just too overpriced these days. I threw on a comfy baby tee and some gray and turquoise pajama bottoms and settled down on the couch for some r and r. I was channel surfing when I came across this well endowed by way of surgery 'nurse' and her male 'patient' getting it on in the soft porn flicks you catch on the premium cable channels after 10 pm.

As I watched the contrite scene, I let my mind wander. I just never understood the attraction with these types of shows. To me, the chick, 9 times out of 10, is plastic, the sex is fake, and the plot is so predictable that you know how the segment ends before it begins. Watching the madness for a minute, I couldn’t take it anymore and went in search of something better. The Movie Channel was showing, surprisingly, Cappuccino, a movie I rather enjoyed, so I cuddled up with my pillow, pushed all erotic and erotic related thoughts from my head, and tried to enjoy the movie.

It didn’t work.

To be continued...

Ocean Lust, Pt. 1

The sound of the waves hitting the shore lulled her; relaxed her as she lay in her living room, sated. Always felt that the sound of the ocean was Mother Nature’s orgasm; it crested softly when calm and gently roared at its peak. Moreover, it was in complete control of itself. It didn’t rely on another variable to bring it to its pleasure. She enjoyed laying and listening to it, reflecting on her own self induced cries of ecstasy as they bounced off the four walls of her ocean side villa. Her cried were her blanket, her ultimate proof of total independence. She didn’t need a man…or a woman, for that matter. Not to make her come. Not to bring her…there.

But she was lonely.

The blanket of whispers and self induced moans weren’t enough sometimes, enough to squelch a deeper desire for something more substantial. She realized that at some point, she would need to forget about her self imposed exile from everything and everyone and make a decision. She sat up, the scent of her musk still lingering in the air and glanced around. Her place was lightly adorned; it reflected her sensuality and some of her best work. Then again, her sensuality was, indeed, her best work. In the center of the wall across from a glass sliding door leading to the beach was a huge framed black-and-white. The contrast in colors was stark: a woman, dark chocolate in color, lithely kneeled; her thighs splayed suggestively open, back arched. A plain white satin sheet lay artfully between her thighs and wrapped around to her wrist. Her hair was a mass of curls that shone mahogany red from the black and white portrait; her white teeth seemed to grasp someone’s name in midair.

A solitary hand, much lighter in comparison, snaked across the gentle rise and fall of her breasts. Lithe tapered fingers spread over the mound; her nail making the slightest indentation; a dimple in a soft rock. The man’s hands seemed to have no color; yet they shone pecan brown despite the black and white on her hips, hoisting her. She seemed resplendent. The pleasure in her echoed and shook without a motion or sound.

The house in and of itself contained very little furniture. You could say that her loneliness was her bed, her sexuality her pillow, her fingers, the blanket that covered her every night. She spent most of her time in an adjacent studio, further up on the mainland, and thus had no need for accessorizing. Her home seemed more of a gallery to her work and to the work of others whom she admired. Stretching her legs, she went in search of a cold beer and some sweats. She had work to do.

* * *

The studio was covered in tubes of tempera and palettes with mixed colors. Tarps and canvases, both blank and half finished, lay every where. In the corner, by the factory window stood a tripod with a digital video/still camera. Rolls of film littered the floor in the corner. Her eyes scanned the room; this was her second love. She had a presentation to make to a local gallery, and she wanted to bring a plethora of work with her. Setting up a canvas with a palm tree painted on it; she set out to complete some of her work.

Her footsteps were familiar…the tick clock of her step caught her attention. She paused in mid stroke, slightly frustrated. Anaya knew not to interrupt her when she was in the studio; it broke her concentration and creative flow. Still, she said nothing. Anaya spoke. “You didn’t return my call”. “I didn’t know I needed to”. She resumed her strokes. The response was softer, that of an apologetic lover: “You worried me when you left that night”. “Go figure…couldn’t tell you cared”. Stroke. The tide was coming in; she could hear the rush of water, lapping against the shore. Anaya’s footsteps came closer still. “Why’d you run away?” “You got too close. I told you that I need my space. You were in it. So I left.” The answer seemed simple to her: she never allowed anyone to enter her personal space, moreover her heart. It complicated things for her. She had always been a drifter, ready to relocate at a moment’s notice. She felt Anaya’s hand on the small of her back. The hand from the picture. She froze in mid stroke. This girl was breaking all her rules.

“You don’t have to run anymore”.

Anaya ran her hands through her coarse red hair. Her fingers curled around a lock; she pulled it gently. She knew what it did to her. “Come here”. She was reluctant. Her studio was her haven, she didn’t want it sullied. Anaya pulled, this time a little tighter. “Come here”. She stood and faced her. Anaya traced the contours of her face with her finger and gently brought her head upwards. She leaned in and kissed her. Again. She loosened up a little, sighing. Anaya released her hair and rested that hand on her waist. She tugged lightly on the waistband of her sweats. She began to kiss her cheek. Then her earlobe. Her neck. Her tongue lay a trail from her neck to her earlobe. Reversed. That was her spot. She didn’t even notice when her sweatpants slid to the floor. Wasn’t aware that Anaya lay her on the tarp and took off her wifebeater in one solitary motion. All her mind could focus on was the sensation. Anaya’s mouth on her neck. Sucking her fingers. Then, on her breasts. Caressing the nipple with the soft flesh of her tongue. Her fingers took on another life, they found a comfortable spot within the folds of her

blackberry flesh and began to play.

She was very wet. Anaya always compared her to a chocolate covered strawberry…dark surroundings with a red, juicy center that dripped with the subtlest hints of the finest caramel. Anaya’s soft flesh found its way from her breast, down the middle of her torso to the red in her cove. She arched off the tarp. “What…are you doing…to me…”

(c) Kaye Michele ~ 2010

Speechless, Pt. 1

The taste of his back called me.

It called me in the office. On the phone. In that insipid meeting with my boss, I dreamt of chocolate flavored sweat stirring my coffee, relieving the need for cream or sugar, and I just wanted to take a sick day to become one with him and collect it all. I almost came when my boss said "yes" and I realized that I was reliving the night before...to the point that I almost moaned aloud.

Wow.

Collecting my thoughts, I dropped everything on my desk, grabbed my twenty four pack of packaged death, and hightailed it for the parking lot. Leaning on someone's car, I lit, puffed, and inhaled. Sigh. My mind drifted back to his lips on my...

"You know you have to quit smoking, right?" I looked up. Why was everyone trying to ruin my fantasy? Nick, the resident fix it-all-do-it-all guy at my job, was leaned again the side of his company van, puffing on a cigar. I looked at him, one eyebrow raised. "Um...aren't we a hypocrite?” I quipped. Nick chuckled, the smoke from his Oliva pluming a thin greyish stream from the side of his mouth. "Listen, sweetheart, I always tell you, leave the ugly stuff to the ugly men". Nick coughed. It was the deep phlegmy of a seasoned smoker. I retorted, "And I always tell you, stop calling yourself ugly. You know ugly people make me itch". Nick laughed again, and this time I offered him a true smile. I enjoyed talking to Nick. He was one of the few people in the office who I enjoyed talking to on a regular basis. Unlike others in our office, it didn't matter to me that he cleaned our toilets and our floors. I liked Nick. Nick was real. And consistent. A quality that I wished many other people that I knew possessed.

The tropical infused cancer stick did nothing to abate my hunger. If anything, it increased it. I knew it was only a matter of time when the temporary high would go away and I would be reliving it all again. Nick spoke, and I heard moans, soft utterances of pleasure like tiny pulses running through me. He wiped his forehead, and I tasted salty sweet sex. It wasn't Nick. I was trapped in a yesterday.

There was a pop. I jumped. Nick chuckled. "You're someplace else, miele. Perhaps I talk to you later, no?" I grimaced slightly. "Sorry, Nick. I am someplace else. I'll talk to you later". "No prob, doll face, whenever you wanna talk". And Nick was off. Nick reminded me so much of Santa Claus sometimes, if Santa had no beard, told dirty jokes and, well, cleaned toilets. I stepped on my cigarette and went back inside the office. The message light blinked incessantly on my phone. Checking my voicemail, I realized I had four messages. Was I gone that long? I wondered. The phone was on speaker, so I sat back in my chair to listen.



It was as if pure passion had wafted through the vents and took a seat on my desk.



I sat up and took the phone off speaker. I must have looked like the RCA dog who meets that pit from the projects, because as my assistant knocked and peeked in, she took two steps back and asked if I was ok. I shook my head yes. "Oh ok. I just wanted to make sure. A Mr. Johnson is here to see you". I furrowed my eyebrows. I didn't know who a Mr. Johnson was, but my assistant looked like the cat that swallowed both canaries, so I told her to tell him to come.

He didn't say a word as he walked in. All he did was point to the phone, and I felt his voice, smooth as chocolate, ooze out his caramel finger and land on my breast. "What are you doing here?..." He put his finger to my lips. The sweat I had been craving all day was literally at my fingertips and I was busy making small talk. I sat up, silent but eyes sending constant inquiries. He walked back to the door and closed it. Locked it. He pointed to the phone again. I caught the hint this time and replayed the message. Ginuwine floated through the air again as he walked over and kneeled down in front of me, sliding off one red pump.

Then, the other.

His hand caressed my foot and licked it. Gently. Softly. His tongue rubbed my toes and trailed a path, well past the point of no return, where it met a pleasurable entrance that by this point was dripping. I wore a no frills g-string, which he moved to the side. He explored my delta, wrote his name in sexy curlicued script that left no room for displeasure. It was a wonder that I remained silent. I wanted to scream. I settled for soft, breathy moans. I didn't do the saying names thing, but I was seconds away from making an exception. And then, someone knocked on the door. He looked up at me, only for a second before moving to kneel under the desk and wheeling the chair and me closer. I said, "Come in". I could only hope that the person would be quick and that he wouldn't be found out under the desk. Or me. Especially since he didn't stop...

To be continued...

Lunchtime In'her'mission

His words sex me on a summer day
Spread like butter
Smooth like cake
My legs part involuntarily
He mind shatters me
Pleasing arousal without touching me
From alliteration whispered to me over lunch
Desire wafting through me
I groan his name
Words of unfettered erotica play pit a pat with my nipples
Sing song across my peaks
Fan an unimaginable flame
It pierces me
So deep
I want him
To pierce me
So deep
His words so carnal
Voice soft as his touch
He wrote me a story

5:45 pm 5.16.07

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